So predictable.

The other day, I experienced Dejavu (sp check.) and I've decided I don't like it. Like I felt like I had that same conversation, standing in that same place, about to go do the same thing. It was the strangest feeling in the entire world, and I think I don't like it because it made me feel like my life is so predictable. I want excitement, change, thrills, adrenyline rushes. I don't want to know what each day will bring. I don't want to have a routine, a schedule, a lifestyle. I want to seize the day as cliche as that might sound. I want my life to be a thrill. I want to have intruiging conversations that either make no sense or have such deep meaning, and I never want to repeat a conversation. I wan't to wake up someday, and just drive, and don't stop until I've either a.) done something fulfilling or b.) discovered something , whether it be something no one else has or something about myself. I don't care I want change. I want to start over, just so I don't have any repeated moments. I hate dejavu. I hate repitition.