I'm going to be honest with you (not that this is much of a change) but this entry is less of reading material for my viewers, and more of something I need to get down and out.
My number one pet peeve is when people doubt me. On at least a weekly basis, if not bi-daily, someone doubts me and underestimates me. I get judged off of my appearance all to often for my liking. It slightly offends me when people are astonished by the fact that I am intelligent, have goals, and am very capable of accomplishing such goals. It also offends me when I am treated as if I am incapable, incompetent, and unintelligent. I may not be many things, I may not be anything extraordinary, but I am proud of my capabilities and how educated and well rounded I am. Yes, I party. Yes, I wear heels and makeup. Yes, I enjoy doing crazy things. But when it comes down to my life, my business, my friends, family... you know the important stuff... I am to be taken seriously. It is all to often that people try to degrade me, make me feel like I can't succeed, drag me down. Well pardon my lack of eloquence but fuck you to those who do that. At the end of the day I've learned not to be defeated, not to buy into everyone elses views on me. I may get angry, and people tell me that getting angry is partially giving these negative people what they want... but all making me angry is actually doing, is waving the red flag right in front of the face of the bull. Youre simply provoking and motivating me to charge at the challenge. You can knock me out once, twice, even three times, but at the end of the day I will never be defeated. I'll jump right back into that ring the next day. If theres one thing I love to do its prove people wrong. As much as I hate being doubted, at the same time I love it because I am confident that I can show people they judged me wrong. So just like everyone one else does, I dare you to do it. I dare you to think I'm unintelligent. I dare you to underestimate me. I dare you to tell me I can't or won't. I'm always up for a challenge and I can certainly handle another K.O. At the risk of being cliche, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
