The Good - Part Three

I am determined to be cheerful and happy in whatever situation I may find myself. For I have learned that the greater part of our misery or unhappiness is determined not by our circumstance but by our disposition.
-Martha Washington


This quote is going to be my new lifestyle from here on out. I've decided I've wasted too much time being upset about everything, and letting things get to me. I've wasted too much time being miserable because of my disposition on the situation. Everytime theres a problem, I either dwell too much, or I run. I've been considering transferring (gasp I know I haven't mentioned it to many people) and I've decided to stay. I can't just run away from people and situations, because no matter where I go there will be a new and possibly even more dangerous obstacle for me to overcome. I'm sticking it out and I'm staying. And throughout all this, I'm going to stick it out with a huge smile on my face and of course my usual "Fuck you" attitude. I have GOT to stop being so concerned about everyone else, and what they think, and letting them bring me down. Honestly I don't know why I've let people get to me so well. Half the world is drunk, coked out, or baked anyways. I can't blame people for being so fucked, it's just the thing to be now. There are very few good people amongst us these days, and I've got to embrace those very few, and get rid of the bad in my life. So from this day out, I'm going to have a different disposition. I am from here on leaving no room for assholes, liars, cheaters, and manipulating pricks in my life. I have too many good friends and family in my life to waste my energy on people who only do me wrong. I have only been upset because I have let myself be upset. So if you see me, and I'm down, smack me once or twice. Maybe three times if you get really into it haha. Because this isn't going to be easy. But I'm turning my life around. I know I'm strong enough to do it, it's just going to take some time. In the words of Leona Lewis "It'll all get better in time" && "I'm gonna smile cuz I deserve to"


Peace. Love. Sunshine